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Saturday, April 05, 2008 @ 9:34 AM
Karen the hairdresser.
another entry about my honeybiscuit.

many faces of Jacob.

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little Jacob girl.hahahaha

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seducing pple huh, jacob.

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Jacob has such a big head. dun need umbrella le lah.

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laughing jacob.

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round face jacob.

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thinking Jacob driving his imaginary vehicle.

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crawling jacob.

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i-am-wiping-my-ass face.HAHAHAHHAHA

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Because Tang's hair is getting long till even I also couldnt stand it. And he claimed, poor.

So I volunteered to cut his hair.

Before
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Look like some spikes liddat.

After
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HAHAHAHAHA. see shorter hair. Dun even need to style already. It saves time and look younger see see see i am so good. WAHAHHAHAHAHAHA wtf

whoever said there is no free stuff in the world must be lying.

haircut anyone?

***

For a fleeting, few frightening moments, I realised I have forgotten how u look like. There, I was frantically sieving through my mind, looking for that mental photograph in my memory, my mind, my everything. However, whatever vague fragments of memories that provided a fleeting moment of relief were quickly dissolved into the puddle of water like some stupid chemical reaction. Slipping through my fingers like broken lace. So blank. So nothing. Just as though someone broke into my mind and stolen away my memories. Panic started to bubble over me. Was it this feeling when your arm got numb and it just felt like some alien appendage onto my body? What if it no longer come back?

It dawned upon me that my brain is rejecting some of my memories just like how an immune system will reject a foreign organ. So there is some internal fighting/ struggling in me. Does this mean that the brain has won?

but whoever won, matters not. I am strong. I am fearless. Or maybe not but most of the time i dun feel fear anyway.I am not afraid.

When I closed my eyes again, there u were. This time I drank every detail I could remember of u because someone said in my mind, Carpe diem. Yes. whoever won, matters not. Here I am seizing it all the way.








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